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Pastors E-Letter 2/5/21

When I was 15 years old, I began to hear a whisper, that I later identified as God’s voice, speaking to me about a call to something bigger than myself: God’s church. 
 
At the time, I was pretty naive. I knew that this call was a big deal, but there’s truly no way at 15 and 16 years old to know what a call to God’s church in ordained ministry would mean. And the longer time went on, the more “Who, me?!” moments I had that were akin to Isaiah’s, “I am a man of unclean lips, from a people of unclean lips.” Or, Moses, “I can’t do this!” Doubt and faith, darkness and light, grief and assurance accompanied me on my journey to accepting this call completely. A bush was never set on fire for me, but graciously, God’s voice continued to speak through the work of the church and the people around me, encouraging me forward.
 
This process of call and response followed me along through the United Methodist Church’s (arduous!) ordination process. At 19 years old, seven years ago, I was confirmed as a candidate for ministry. (In a weird, small world way, it was Pastor Annette serving as my District Superintendent that first accepted me to begin this process. Isn’t God cool?!) I still didn’t know what I was doing. But as I continued, God’s Holy Spirit worked mischievously. In 2015, it brought me to Duke Divinity School. In 2018, it worked in the Board of Ordained Ministry to have me confirmed as a commissioned elder, and it brought me to you at Suntree. On Wednesday, the Holy Spirit whispered Her affirmation again when the Board of Ordained Ministry graciously approved me to be ordained as an Elder in Full Connection. In regular people's language, I’ve made it through my probationary period and they see me fit to continue in ministry with less direct supervision from the Conference. This is very good news!
 
In more plain people speak, that’s all, folks! There’s no other news attached to this celebratory affirmation. For now, I plan to continue in mission and ministry as the Associate Pastor here at Suntree. I cannot begin to thank you all for the affirmation and this welcoming, loving place to live out my call. Really, seriously. I can’t imagine a better first appointment, a better senior pastor, a better staff and leadership team to work with. Of course, the church is always an imperfect body. But I feel profoundly called and affirmed to work alongside you for the building of God’s kingdom here. 
 
And there is much to celebrate! This week, we’ll conclude our Healing Practice of Celebration sermon series with Celebration in a Divided World. Jesus prays for his followers in John 17 “... that they may be one.” What an intimate, important, difficult word from Jesus to God! Yet, this isn’t didactic. It is an invitation for that same Holy Spirit that whispers wild and wondrous dreams to God’s people to indwell in us, binding us, God’s church, together in real unity. Real unity isn’t false niceties, either. It is hard, sometimes painful, always growth-oriented work to see people as the children of God that they are. And when we do it right? Well, that’s cause for a big celebration! 
 
The church as a whole and this church, in particular, have transformed me as a person living in this divided world. Each day, living in mission and ministry with you, I feel the same whispers of the Holy Spirit inviting me into a stronger relationship with God, and with God’s church. I am a better person, daughter, sister, and friend because I have been challenged to love those who are different from me in God’s church. The same call I heard at 15 has a lot more shape now, but it is still one to a purpose and love larger than myself: God’s kingdom at work here on Earth. It isn’t just my call, either; it is all of ours! And it is a call to the hard, good work of unity in the body and unity in the Spirit.
 
So, in case you forgot: God is still in the inviting and calling business! God calls each of us to be a part of this unified body, sharing God’s grace with the world. There is much to celebrate! 
 
Thank you for all you do, and who you are. I wouldn’t be me without you. Really, seriously. 
Peace,
Pastor Allee 
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Pastors E-Letter 1/15/21

This past Saturday, I had the privilege of co-hosting a baby shower for a mom in our Suntree family. While this is her second baby, the pandemic has meant that there is less opportunity to celebrate her and the marvel of her body’s work to create a human. When we decided to throw a little socially-distanced “sprinkle”, it was to both honor the good and beautiful work she was doing to create this new human and to just plain celebrate.

We’ve said it once, we’ve said it a thousand times. 2020 was a doozy of a year! And 2021 has hope for better horizons but still contains all of the same things that 2020 did. If you left 2020 with grief, certainly you are entering 2021 with it. The pandemic rages, even in the hope of a vaccine. And our country remains as divided as ever.

So it was, with great joy, that we paused all of the news cycles running in our heads and the angry emails and the clamoring sounds of social media to eat donuts and giggle about a new baby, set to arrive just a month from now. The practice of celebration set my heart in a better place after a week that saw political division and hard conversation. It was, in fact, healing. I entered Sunday morning feeling lighter, more grounded, and with a better perspective. Good was still a part of this world. Babies are born. Vaccines are created. Good, important conversations happen when no one sees them. The light is still present.

This week in worship, we’ll begin a new sermon series called The Healing Practice of Celebration. It is based loosely on the book by the same title from Dr. Elaine Heath. As a personal note, I am a huge fan of Dr. Heath’s work. I studied with her at Duke Divinity School and enjoy all her work about the mission of the church. (That’s a conversation for a different time.) But this book in particular came at just the right time. It reminded Pastor Annette, the worship planning team, and me of the dedication it takes to find and seek light, even in the midst of the difficulties of our world. Celebration implies joy, but the healing practice reminds us that seeking joy itself can be a healing and grounding way to sustain ourselves through life’s difficulties.

In that way, we’ll look this weekend at two people whom we consider to have immense faith, but who struggled with doubt in their time on Earth. Our Scripture tells of John the Baptist’s asking of his disciples if Jesus was truly the Messiah. We imagine that even though John accepted Jesus in the womb, he still struggled with doubt after being thrown in prison and persecuted. Dr. Martin Luther King Jr., whom we celebrate this weekend, felt the same doubt in his own prison sentence, even though he believed deeply in the power of Christ and the transformation possible in the Civil Rights movement. Jesus replies to John, and to us, that we should look for the evidence of the light. We will think about this evidence as we celebrate amidst our own doubt and darknesses.

It is okay if you don’t feel like celebrating much these days. I struggle, too. God’s invitation is to open our eyes to see that goodness, love, and light are still all around us. And even if everything else feels rather dark, that is certainly a truth worth throwing a party about.

See you Sunday,
Pastor Allee

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